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August 18th,
2007 10:27 pm
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School starts on Monday, and im really not sure that im ready to go back.
I mean, im excited to see everyone.
But, i was getting so used to sleeping in.
I still havent had a chance to get clothes for school.
I went today, but my ATM thing was fucked up and wouldnt let me get more that 60$ out of my account, which was odd because its never done that.
But it really didnt matter because when i got to the mall, i didnt find shit anyways.
Either they didnt have my size because im a fatass, they didnt have my size because im to tall, or it was to expensive for the cash i had on hand.
I WAS going to buy a black beta fish, name it SATAN and give it to james.
He needs a pet of his own, and a fish is pretty much all i can afford.
Id actually like one myself.
anywho.hannah got a sweet tattoo and i got to go with her.I really want one and im jealous!
whatevs.
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| im alive! |
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August 3rd,
2007 2:36 am
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music |
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"let this go" by Paramore |
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I feel exhilerated, alive, free, wonderful, happy, careless.
everything that i havent felt in a long time.
Its time for a change.
From now on, i will do what i want.
I will say what i want, and not think twice about it.
Im tired, of hiding how i really feel about something.
time for the old me to come back.
i will not let anyone push me around.
Im am strong and i am worth it!
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| yeah |
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August 2nd,
2007 5:35 pm
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im a whore.
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| home[s]ick |
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August 1st,
2007 2:18 am
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Im homesick.
but i can almost guarantee that when i get home; ill be sick of home.
i complain to much.
thanks dad for all the wonderful hereditary traits.
=D
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| crushcrushcrush! |
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July 31st,
2007 10:09 pm
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Ive been listening to paramore NONSTOP.
im in love with them.
thats it.
=D
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| can you feel the pressure? |
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July 31st,
2007 5:10 am
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mood |
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 contemplative |
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music |
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"Conspiracy" by Paramore |
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I feel like writing. I don't know about what. I don't know why.
I just want to explode every single emotion known to man into oblivion.
"Explain to me, this conspiracy against me
And tell me how I've lost my power"
I honestly don't even know what to say. There are countless things going on
inside my head at the second that i could sit here and write for hours.
And i bet you anything that not one bit of it would make sense in the morning.
(It barely even makes sense right now)
I dont know, if what im doing is right, or wrong.
Or if im even doing myself any justice.
i just want to spill everything.
Every random thought, and feeling,that i have been experiencing the last couple days.
unfortunately i dont have that ability, because i forget way to easily.
and i always seem to distract myself, and not even know it.
There is nothing wrong. I just want to tell everyone how i feel.
How happy i am. How sad i am. How confused. and How amused.
I want to dance around the room, and drown everyone in my honesty.
but im only human. and that could never be possible.
i should finally do myself some justice, and finally try to get some sleep.
something has been keeping me up for hours.
and im tired.
goodnight.
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| this circle never ends.. |
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July 31st,
2007 4:33 am
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mood |
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 awake |
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music |
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"Circles" by Paramore |
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Philedelphia is beautiful this time of year. HOT, but beautiful.
HEY, why am i complaining about heat, when i live in florida.
ow well anyways.
We visited the museum, and me and mom took a picture with the statue of rocky!
(:
ive never even seen the movie.
The art was magnificent, and the whole time i was wishing hannah was there with me, to oohh and awe by my side.
i have millions of shitty pictures from my shitty camera, but atleast i have pictures.
cant complain, except im getting fat =D
damn you summer freedom, to allow me to stay up all night and eat out of boredom! you will be my downfalll.
anyways, its late, and i cant sleep worth SHIIT!
so im just going to sit here. and stare at things.
shopping tommorow with mom, she has a date wednesday with someone she met on yahoo personals.
as for love, im content.i am filled with love, and i feel love, and i have love in every way possible and im happy with it.
SHARK WEEK is on, and thats all ive been gluing my eyes to the past few days.
lets see.
my stomach hurts, im homesick. i cant sleep. and some other things i dare not mention.
everyone has secrets (:
anyways, i guess ill really try to lay down for another hour.
i want to dream.
<3
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